Thanks,
Letting a thought slip is something my T would do and would explain the not remembering.
In the past she has shared her "hunches" (very gently) usually every other session until I was ready to answer honestly but she didn't do it and run. The last time she did it though I was upset about having lied to her about it for so long. She then felt bad about bringing it up too soon. That one involved someone she knows personally who calls her a friend and a very serious allegation... so that was harder for me.
God I wish T's came with instruction manuals!

I do know that she cares... a lot
I know she wants very much not to hurt me and she knows I hurt easy.
I know she gets frustrated with how scared I am even if she knows it's not my fault.

I know it's "unethical" but I wish she would put me on a leash or put a fence up to keep me in rather than doing poke and run or her getting close and my running.