i know id have a lot of friends. and ive seen this before. im such an awesome person blah blah blah

but no... i have run out of money and in its place is a personality disorder. and guess what... my friends numbers dwindled. funny that.

as soon as i was in hospital and people found out about why i was there and what i was diagnosed with, people i used to know well crossed the street after my discharge or would ignore text messages from me.

i have to keep checking in the mirror from time to time just to make sure i havent grown two heads.

so far i still look pretty human.

thank goodness for that.... anyone would think there was something awfully wrong with me!!!