Help me not feel so much when I look into your eyes. Or, better yet, help me accept that it's okay to feel so much because we're a team and you're going to help me. I need you to help me make my RL as good as therapy. I need you to keep working with my parts who still want you, as well as my part who realizes I have to be in the real world. Don't abandon me but walk with me and hold my hand as we put the broken pieces of my heart back together. Let me stay in your heart as we do that. Please don't die before we do this, and don't let me die either. Help me get some of what I need from ___. How do I do that? I'll be totally honest with you if you only help me. Please.