think you are missing a little of what im trying to say. i probably didnt explain it well.

i used to have a lot of money. a good job earning lots. always had cash in my wallet. had lots of friends then. people would swarm round me and my house would always have people in and out of it. i always had invites out here and there. parties back at mine etc.

now i have no money, im left alone with this personality disorder. people dont care to know. they didnt mind me having a personality disorder when i had cash tho did they?? i mean lets face it,,, i still had bpd back then.

just shows how shallow some people are.