i've not fallen off the face of the earth. i'm having a hard time with my hands and in lots of pain trying to move my fingers. so not been able to post. been trying to keep up at work. but i'm in to much pain by the end of the day. i'm reading. but not much else. so i'm resting my hands and hoping i can get my left one working again. my doctor did a test trail of elavil. it worked really well and i'm hoping to stay on that. i want to say how much i really hate ms. just why. what did i do that i have to have this. mad today