Ok, you know that I used to really enjoy getting on the internet...and talking and surfing and such...well now all i am in bored....nothing excites me anymore. i hate living...i hate it, I really do. I feel so dead...and I wonder, why? I mean really, why should I keep fighting? And I know that you are all going to say that I have to keep going, can't give up. well, honestly...i don't see the point anymore. I know I have my family, but would they really miss me that much? I mean, I don't know who would. I just am sick of feeling this way, and nothing is helping me. And I'm probably going to get in trouble for this post, but oh well....I really am sick of caring....of all of this, it's just all crap anyway. You know what they say, Life sucks, then you die....later..i guess...

~Me~

[b]<font color=blue> I can't take this anymore and I'm almost pretty sure that I've been here before. I can't take this any longer I won't heal until I'm stronger. Strong enough to not be afraid --Oleander[b]<font color=blue>