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Old Jul 17, 2011, 08:18 PM
livelaughlove17 livelaughlove17 is offline
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I have the same problem as some of you have said... I want to do all these things and before bed I have an idea that the next morning I'll get up early to work out and have breakfast before work, etc., etc. and instead I end up oversleeping to the point where I barely have enough time to make it to work. Sometimes although I wake up with the motivation to do things, I get home and the motivation has waned. Oftentimes, I start a project and then get unmotivated or distracted and then the project never gets finished.

My house is a mess. My car too. I just wish I could get it all together. I get the whole manic-cleaning/project thing, but being a rapid-cycler, my manic phases don't always last as long as I'd sometimes like them to (I know I'm not the only bipolar person who enjoys some of the "good" parts of their mania) .

Anyway... a lot of the time I feel defeated because I always have these hopes/fleeting motivations to get things done and at the end of the day... when I haven't managed or have been lazy even, I feel like so much time has been wasted and what is wrong with me?!
Thanks for this!
Forgive77, WayOffTrack