Well, one of my major issues is not wanting anyone to be mad at me so to have my T annoyed with me is a big deal.

I left a message with her telling her of my concern about that incident in April. Since I have just promised her that I will be as honest as possible, I had to confess my worry. It is tough for me to be so honest but I am so motivated to get out of my old patterns of behavior that I've become willing (I guess) to risk more painful emotions that may result by 'confronting' my T.

Session's not until Wednesday so I get to be nervous for 3 more days. Ah, ain't therapy grand?