LOL Indie... Jare i think a lot of what you are talking about is pretty normal too. Your 15 now and have a long time before you need to worry about losing your virginity, i was young when i lost mine and regretted it everyday since... its something precious and there is a lot of responsibility involved in losing your virginity..hope you think about it a little longer. That said .. i also agree with Indie as far as the masturbation goes, i think personally its a great idea for us to be very familiar with our own bodies, definitely will help in future relationships if you can tell your partner what you like.... Umm btw im an old creepy lady , but have raised 3 sons and told them the same thing.