Hey, Candybear...

So that was YOU I couldn't see the other day?

I know how you feel...nobody calls me either, not even my mom....well, my nine year old calls sometimes, 'cause I gave her one of my cellphones!

I've started MAKING myself go out...I really don't have a choice, unless I want to sit in my dingy motel room (ugh). I go to the library a lot, or the mall, or wherever, and just walk around and smile at people. I even went to church tonight!

This all seems kinds of strange, but it's the only thing I found to do...I find that the physical act of throwing my shoulders back, holding my head up and walking like I really have somewhere to go makes me feel better.

Still, I can't STAND being alone!

Hugs,
DJ