Hi Rainbow,
As always, I admire your ability to be so honest with your t about your thoughts and feelings! That shows a great deal of trust! I know you struggle mightily with some of your feelings, and i wish i could take away the "angst" you feel!

But i also think that you making very good progress at the same time. I "see" you growing and changing before my very "eyes," just from some of the things you've said in your threads. I'm so glad you have an accepting, kind t who encourages you to express yourself and provides comfort, while also nudging you along toward healing! I hope you have a really good session this week!