I'm so sorry that you're going through this my Precious Special. (((hug))) I've been struggling myself, and not really able to be much help, but I hope you do know just how much I love you sis... look after yourself. Do you think this has been triggered by the way your life has changed recently? Suddenly having finished your course, and waiting on the next stage? That can be stressful... you know I'm always thinking of you.