i forgot to say... if you are feeling really bad at points, remember what i posted above, and get some help! call a hotline or go to your er if you have to. if you had some other disease you would do the same, it would be your instinct to survive. don't let the depression stomp on that instinct to the point where it won't let you get the help you need.

-- The world is what we make of it --
-- Dave
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