I woke up this morning with shortness of breath, feeling faint and dizzy.
I went to work as usual, but it escalated, and i totally broke down and had to go to hospital. My Sup.Worker picked me up and i was a mess, i couldnt talk, everything was closing in on me, i was just sobbing in her car, she left me at the hospital where i was sat in a bed for 4 hours, it felt like no time though, i managed to calm myself down whn they told me, that basically i had a bad reaction to the meds i'm on and lowered the dose.
I'm breathing a lot better now, but have a splitting headache and feel very woosy.
It wasnt a mood thing, more of a physical/medical thing.
But it did make me think, i'm never going to have a normal life am i?
now my work know that i'm bipolar, they're being so nice though, saying i should have told them earlier.