Sarah - I'm so sorry to hear about your mom. I've sent you a PM (private message) so if you see something flashing on your screen...click on it!

Some other good resources on the topic of suicide and suicide prevention - several of these sites have info on support groups for people who have lost a loved one to suicide. I hope you look into finding one in your area. Being with people who have been through this can be invaluable.:

www.afsp.org
www.save.org
www.spanusa.org
www.suicidology.org

Please take care Sarah. I'll be thinking about you.

Emmy

"If you want others to be happy, practice compassion. If you want to be happy, practice compassion." -- The Dalai Lama