this past week has been horrible and i don't really get along with professional help for the most part guess i just haven't found the right one yet. I had one wonderful psychologist but i had to move back home cause of the drama i had going on in my life. I'm currently trying to find somewhere i can go to get help for low income people without insurance. i have noticed that talking to people on here has helped me work through it at short term and make me feel comfortable in my own skin i know i need to get professional help right now and i'm really trying hard to get the help i need without being hospitalized