((((((Dani)))))))

You are processing a lot right now. SU attempts can be a trauma in addition to the other things life has tossed our way. So your body may still be in shock and trying to recover. The body doesn't know that it was you that tried to harm it. It only knows that there was serious danger - so it responds just the same way that it would if someone else tried to harm you.

Take it slow right now and just focus on what you NEED.