Thank you all for the hugs and replies everyone. For the past 2 sessions she has been talking a lot about her wanting to start hashing through this trauma stuff more. I can understand, but at the same time I almost feel like shes just getting bored with me. Shes still the same nice caring T, but...I wish she would just be more straight forward if she thinks I should be able to start picking up the pace a little bit on this stuff. Stormy, I told her before I needed her to give me tools. I told her today I needed one for a situation I'll be in this weekend. She told me when I go see my PDOC this week, that I should ask her what she thinks I should do. "Yeah, thanks T. That's a big help. My tool is to go talk to PDOC" I felt like she was just telling me to go talk to PDOC so I can get an extra script and double up on the meds this weekend.