I don't see why you could call her for this reason or maybe email her what your thinking. I'm sorry you having a hard time right now. I think you brain is playing games with you. Do you believe what your head is telling you? Can you calm down all the negative thoughts? If so start righting a list of all the reason you should stay in counseling and all the reason you should leave. See which one is longer and which one has resonable answers down. I think she would be gladed you called her because maybe she can put some reason behind all the reason you thinking like this or feel like this. Don't give up!! (((Granite)))