Right now, I vote for using a bomb & setting it off, taking out everything in the house so I don't have to worry about any of it anymore. I have been down for months now & with having 11 dogs now, they don't help with the mess either. I have a 5 month old puppy who has his own toys but I am trying to organize my things including beanie babies & he seems to find the beanie babies rather than his own toys to chew apart.

I am for ever tripping over things that are in my way of walking around my room. I have just given up & just can't get myself to find any energy for anything. I even got a new cell phone that needs to be updated & I can't even do that so I am looking all over the place for any phone #'s I need.

I have just given up & am staying in bed with my covers over my head except when I have to go to the ranch where I do have to take care of my horses. My oldest horse who is 26, needs to be ridden or his arthritis gets really bad so I have to force myself to go ride.....besides I am trying to work my horse dressage training in to my life but haven't felt like even doing that.....& a mare who is going to have a baby in april & I have a 1 1/2 year old filly that I realize I have to start working with because she is going to be huge & I can't let her realize she can boss me around. Trying to clean out my Mothers house (she died just over 1 year ago) so I can sell it......& trying to clean out my house because I think it's going to be refinanced & rented out....then I have to buy a ranch for all my animals.

I need to have so many throw away bags I vote for just blowing up everything I excaping to never never land.

I know exactly how you feel......didn't think there was anyone else as bad as I am...I feel so sorry for you.....it's horrible...I want to give up

Sorry you are feeling the same way...it is horrible isn't it?....sorry no suggestions, but mayby your post will help me tool

Debbie