I'm really proud of you granite. You did the hard thing and the scarey thing- and no matter what, you can take great pride in the fact that you conquered a fear- and you will always have that to hold onto.

BIG HUGS ((((((((((GRANITE)))))))))! Try thinking about what good can come from this-ok? Ya know- it's just as possible that T will embrace you opening up to her and sharing your fears and your heart with her. Be open to that possibilty too- ok? Think of how that will make you feel!