You all made some great points, I should go and talk to her about this. If I don't then it's just going to get worse and I'll be miserable in therapy and it would be hard to make any more progress. The problem is I don't know what to say. I don't want her to think that I don't like her but I just don't know how to move forward from here.

I had the strangest dream last night that my T was at my house and we were just hanging out and part of me knew that it was wrong and that she couldn't be my T and also be my friend. And I remember saying to myself in the dream that I knew she could no longer be my T, and afterwards I called the mental health center and cancelled all my appts with her and asked to see a different T. It was just so weird.