It can be a blessing in many ways, you should feel proud that you are in control enough not to partake in risky behavior.

I have Bipolar 1 and in the past I did many risky things, but I have finally gotten myself to a place where I no longer behave in risky ways. I still have my full blown mania, but I keep myself away from any situations that could lead to trouble. I feel lucky that I have come that far now.

It takes time to accept things, and yes it is a blow to hear, but you sound like you are already trying, and that's great!