Well, I love my T so it's not fear of her. But today I wasn't expecting a call because I hadn't requested one and then to see her name come up just sent me spinning.

She just called to tell me that she would have to reschedule our regular appointment time for next week to another time slot. A very normal message.

I think it freaked me out because I left her a message Sunday saying i needed to talk about her having been annoyed with me a few months ago. I can't shake that episode from my memory. I guess my emotional brain was thinking that she was calling to terminate me because I'm such a nuisance.

I will definitely tell her my reaction to her call during our session Wednesday. I promised honesty and I want to forge forward with that approach from now on with her.