i guess its because i have only just got answers to why i have been behaving the way i have been in latter years and now i know 'why' its gonna result in future behaviours with me telling myself "your'e doing this because you're bpd" and then i'll be like [to other person] "i dont know what you wanna be with me for anyway im a bpd headcase" (not saying that all bpd sufferers are headcases btw)

i have to train my brain to put the label to the back of my head and not bring it up

just cos its fresh in my mind i think. its like im having a gazillion lightbulb moments and thinking,,, "oh my days - life is never going to be normal"

is it curable anyhow????