I haven't cut in a month, but every single time something upsets me, I feel like I have to; it's like a monster creeping up from my lungs to my veins to my hands. I learned to cope, but every day it gets stronger. Plus, because of one bad scar on my leg I am unable to wear shorts or go swimming. Is there any way to make it go away. Please, I need help, and my parents won't pay for a therapist. You guys are my only hope...