I have read so much about BPD, and everything suddenly made sense. But I am so much in denial. Does this make me crazy, or weird, or an outcast. Will this kill me? I act so much on impulse, and my emotions change so quickly, will I ever have control? My parents won't pay for a therapist, so you guys are my only hope. Please help and give me some advice, because I am really confused and scared. Thank you.