Before I was diagnosed I was in denial of my emotions, and never knew what was going on, or that I felt stressed, rejected, or lonely. Now I have to face those emotions when something is going on. That can be kinda hard about it. It also took a while for me to accept the disease b/c my doctors didn't agree. But, now that I've been here and have done the research again...I find that I know the deal. This forum helped me feel better though.