PG, you don't have to support anyone here. We want to support you because we care about you. Have you talked with religious organizations about helping you with finances? Just a suggestion.

If you aren't bipolar and are off meds, maybe in a short time you will feel better. How could they goof up your diagnosis like that? Please don't give up hope. You can feel the way you used to feel, like when you first started posting. You can!