((((((((Jessica))))))))) I am so sorry you are experiencing such a difficult time in your life right now Sunna has very warm good advice for you, very nice Sunna.
Sweetheart, you are only just 14 and your surroundings are very serious for such a young girl. And you cannot look down the road with any real expectations yet, no one your age really can. You are going to grow and change a lot over the years.

As far as the expensive cars and homes you go into, you cannot look at that as if you will never have that or don't belong in that atmosphere etc. All of that is just things and not all that important when it comes to life and value of a person. There are plenty of people that have that and are very unhappy and unfulfilled. Materialistic things are not what makes a person happy or superior.

And if family members want to help you don't let that make you feel like you are just taking from them. People who help others gain by doing so and it can make them feel good to know they can help.

Take time to get to know others here at PC. It is a good place to come and get support and make some friends that can help you get through this difficult time.

Open Eyes