A boy I had met once 4 years ago and liked a lot had come back a couple months ago on facebook and added me. He suddenly said he liked me and somehow we started dating. I had a horrible feeling it was my ex-best friend who I hate with a passion but went along for the hell of it. I did not get emotionally attached as it only lased for a week and then they disappeared. I didn't care and am now in a better REAL LIFE relationship (the one with this kid was only facebook.. and I didn't even wanna be in it) for over a month.
But today I checked my old messages and realize that the facebook profile that had been sending me messages.. well the name changed to my ex-best friends. This means that yes it was indeed my stalker trying to harass me again. Lovely. I don't care about the fact that I had been lied to because I knew the whole time and wasn't really affected once I had calmed down (I did go into panic, self-destruct mode for a while but then I decided to just play along anyway) but the fact that she once again had gone out of her way to harass me and mess with my life is what's irritating me. I mean.. it's been 4 years, why can't she stop? She was the one to tear up my 2 year relationship by getting him to cheat on me with her. She's harassed me constantly for years and I'm no longer AS affected because she's only an online stalker and I'm now more involved in real life activities but the fact that she's still holding on...
Ugh. I just feel like there is a dead anger inside of me.. An anger that wants to explode but would rather stay calm and suffocate me. There is no way to get rid of this girl. I've blocked her and delete her and she keeps making fake facebook or e-mails to see me. She says she's not obsessed but what do you call this? Mild longing for communication and to ruin someone's life?
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