I no longer want to deal with some of the members of my family: parents and brother. For all I know they are dead in my eyes. I don't care why they must talk to me but still my mom must call and try to pass her message through my other sister so that I can get her message. I dont care if its out of good intentions. Nothing that they can ever do that will make me feel better. Get the HELL out of my life.

Its put my sisters in a awkward spot and I bet they dont like it. I just told my sisters to ignore that side of the family and whatever it is that my parents are saying or want me to know, that my sisters should just pretend that I'm already dead and there's nothing I need to hear from them.

I've already planned out how our holidays will be like. I will see my sisters before the big holidays and they can continue to have a jolly fake family gathering on Thanksgiving and Christmas and I'll be off volunteering in shelters wrapping gifts and feeding the homeless.

I'm at a time in my life where I gave up fighting for a family that I should have been given when I was young. I am angry and fed up. Enough is Enough and that family is no longer taking anymore part in my life. The people that calls themselves mom and dad are not deserving of that name in my eyes. They will never understand what they put me through and they will never feel bad for anything they did to me. I have no parents. Its just my sisters and 1 brother left in my life. The rest are dead to me.