You're not the only one. I'm 20 and have just been diganosed with ADHD last week. It's an overwhelming feeling, but seeking help has made it easier to accept my "condition". That's why i decided to join the form as well. My advise is to seek a professional to have a proper diagnosis. Look at it as a positive thing; when I diagnosed it was a load of my shoulders because now I knew exactly what is my "problem". Hope this has been helpful.