Thank you for replying. We're not dating, we were casually dating for about 4 months before we made it official. The thing is that before it was casual and now it's serious. In my other relationships I couldn't handle being fully committed to one person. In previous relationships I wasn't emotionally avaiable and kept my distance. What i'm afraid of is falling back into my old ways. I'm also worried that we won't be friends if we break-up. I've own him for a long time.