welcome to pc, beau.  when i suffered from high to real low, swinging moods, i could not enjoy the feel good mood cause i knew i'd go under again. i went to a doc, got diagnosed, put on meds-no hospital stay- and my life is so much netter and balanced. everyone has their own choice to make but this worked for me.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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