i have been so consumed with fear and anger and hurt feelings and a bunch of out of controle behaviors that i have totally overlooked this simple fact.3 out of the last 4 sessions with my T i have been able to talk some.some sessions more than others but if you only knew how big this is.and i didnt really even notice untill today as i was writing in my journal about all i remember saying and all i can say is OMG.at the same time i am scared of this and kind of hopefull.i am terrified of my T at times .so scared if i say or do the wrong thing she will rip me to shreds.but i have said some prity bad things and she has been ok.only one other T have i ever been able to talk to.i so hope i can get to that point with this T