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When it was an addiction it did get like that for myself. I remember in the end being sooooooooo OCD about each cut that it was like you say seeing something, good or bad , leak out. I placed paper around me so the carpets and beds were not stained, I would clean and bandage myself sometimes, other times I woke with dried blood on my arms and face, then rush to clean.
Only in the Addictive stage was it like that cause I remember only too well the pain and swelling on my arm, OWCH. It burned, and I did regret it always, always a regret forever, but now its stopped I have no shame of it.
I guess the addictive stage lasted 3 years only out of 5 years of doing it (on and off).
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The opposite of a correct statement is a false statement .
But the opposite of profound truth maybe another profound truth.
(Niels Bohr) Nobel Prize Winner for Physics.
The universe started with an 'E'.
The universe will end with a 'K'.
(lyrics Acid House)
Its the truth even if it did not happen.
(Ken Kesey) One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest.Real science can be far stranger than science fiction and much more satisfying.
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