Hi, sorry things are so difficult right now. Wow sounds like a really tiring day with that long journey and I really get the faking it at work - I struggle at work everyday and am terrified one of these days the spotlight is going to fall on me and I will get rumbled.

I can really relate to the things you have written and I just keep going and have faith that oneday things will feel better, even hope for enjoyment, and this dark cloud will be more manageable -