I didn't mean to imply that we should accept mere survival, but remember that survival is an important part of the journey toward "overcoming". Remember to stop and take credit for that.

((((((((((Sunday's Child))))))))))

I really want to beat this, I'm having a difficult time. The idea of just surviving like this for the rest of my life is unacceptable. My journey is toward the goal of getting back to the point where i once was... in control of my life, my finances, my happiness. I had really hoped that would happen in a few months. It is 4 months now and I don't feel any better than I did. I am certainly disappointed that I did not achieve my goal. But I try to focus on smaller goals. For the past few days I have been able to get up and take my morning meds on schedule instead of late in the day. That is a little bit of success. Not a big thing but I have to realize that there isn't "no success" in my life.

good luck SC and try to hang in there.

-- The world is what we make of it --
-- Dave
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