How long are your sessions? I ask this because that is a lot to process and discuss in one session. Not sure she can thoroughly address every thing in one session. I assume you want her to discuss each one with you?

My sessions are 90 minutes, so that gives us ample time to do things such as this. I can also email her between sessions to give her tidbits of things I want her to read. I am not implying that yours is too long or too much. I just wonder if she can really process that much in a 50 minute session.

Maybe you can break it down into 'issues' you want to discuss. I think you talk about several in the posts and journal writings. That way if she can't get to it all in one session, you will at least have addressed some of them enough to give you some peace about what she is thinking.

Just a suggestion. I think you did great talking about your feelings and this is something that would be valuable for her to hear. It can really give her some insight into what is going on in your head.

Like I said before, I do this all the time. It works for me and my therapist. I hope that this works well for you and yours. Good Luck!