so much %#@&#! on my mind right now.. its its driving me looney..... im being sewed .. talked to the laywer whos against me and he said yes i was being sued unlessi can come up with the money... that not gonna happen anytime sonn... blah.... then my sister asked me and b/f to go with her to south carolina the 30-2 of march.. i wanna go but my b/f doesnt... so i dont know if i should to go without him or not.... he said he didnt care if i go but i wont have much fun without him.... then theres the i need to get a job things... i wanna work at times then at times i just cant get myself to go out and look for one... gets overwhelming sometimes.. im hoping my meds kick in soon and ill feel like going out and finding one.... ok ill stop now.... just needed to vent...