Hey Rainbow,
It took so much courage to say all of those things you had been holding in.
I am really glad that she is going to do a few couples sessions with you and your hubby....have you ever done a session with him before?
I can understand why you feel sad that she didn't say she loved you but her response that she has a special place in her heart for you, was really lovely too and I am glad she still holds your hand when you ask her too.

Facing reality definately can be painful at times but usually once you get through the pain and get to the acceptance part it feels much better!