Thanks again for the responses here. I did write to admin, but they didn't delete my posts, it appears. Oh well, at least I'm no longer in the midst of a nervous breakdown. I do need to regain a thicker skin though.
Ever since I left psychotherapy (by leaving town) almost a year ago, I have closed myself off from virtually any possibility of further rejection - real or perceived. Since that hasn't exactly made me feel any better, however, I will take rainbow8's advice and continue posting here. Might be nice to eventually feel a part of something, you know?
In any event, hugs back to you guys.