thank you all for your comments. this is actually a good example of the way that i am, "in action" if you will. i didn't appreciate being told to "chill" in one of the replies, so i thanked the other two people and moved on. this is a classic example of the way that i act/react to things. is this part of the bpd? (which yes, i'm now leaning towards having.)

(and palemoss, i don't mean to not thank you - i actually do appreciate you helping me use this scenario as an example.)