First and foremost...

I was really skeptical about posting here, mainly because I dont know anyone, and if I was going to post, I was going to open up my heart in hopes to help others. The responses from you all have been so nice, you all are so sweet, and it helps to know that others have been through the same thing as I have. Peanut thanks for being so honest. Yes, I did want an honest answer, and I can so relate to you. I laid down where she died too. Others thought it was wrong of me, but I had to see what it was my mother saw in her last moments. Thank you all so much for your blunt truthfulness, and the willingness to comfort and talk to someone you dont even know. I came into this thinking I would just talk, but I think this is theraputic to me. Its about to hit the 3 month mark on the 12th, so its gonna be hard again... (like its not everyday....) But I assure you, you have all made a new friend, and I am always here if anyone needs to talk. Thank you all again so much.

Sarah

If you need to tell someone you love them, tell them today. Tomorrow is never promised.