Thanks for your advice Leed, but the things is, I dont at all feel threatened, or manipulated by them. In fact its quite the oppisite, you see, without my friends I don't think I would be alive. And in a time when I need them most, I couldnt possibly be separated from them. Espcailly my boyfriend. They are the friends who make sure I have a bed to sleep on when my parents kick me out because they cant deal with their own mental issues, or when I cant deal with the abuse. Leaving them now would ruin me. So as you can see I have a huge deliema.
Thanks
-Sam