I don't see her for another 2 weeks. When I was with my therapist yesterday, she told my pdoc what was going on and my pdoc got back to me and told me to go on just 2 Trileptals but it is causing me to have double vision because it has built up in my system. She also told me to go on Seroquel XR again and I refuse to do that because it makes me so numb and I lose my creativity and my personality. I hate Seroquel XR.

I guess I will just get manic and escalate until I see her. She is a true ***** at heart and when she is stressed out she takes it out on her patients. However, when we meet one-to-one, she is awesome and will just BS with you and actually notice what you are like and will tweak your meds. just by gauging her patients when she just BS's with them.

I love getting hypo., but when I get really, realy high, I can get delusional and psychotic and that's what scares me.