Thanks you guys, it's been going on since March, i'm w0rking on my own nerves n0w... I was looking forward to seeing an old HS friend,but then lied at the last minute to get out of it. I really wish i hadn't done that, but i just couldn't stop myself. Have i been depressed since March? Wow, and i thought i was self-aware... Hopefully the lithium will kick in soon... Thanks again, you guys are helping me through an unnerving time. XOXO