Hey sweetie

I know of one more support source you could tap into. There is a newsgroup on yahoo for people who have lost a parent to suicide. Sadly, that group has 528 members currently enrolled! If you set it up for digest, you'll get one email a day, else you get lots.

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/SCOLOS/

You need to get a yahoo account first, but that's free. You'll need to poke around a bit to figure out how to enroll with that digest option, but I'm sure you can manage.

Take care! Emmy

"If you want others to be happy, practice compassion. If you want to be happy, practice compassion." -- The Dalai Lama