@ We_Do_Recover, Yeah they are accepting no matter what I do. But I don't htink you understand, they are all I have, and it might actually kill me. Seriously, I dont need know T or Pdoc to tell me that! My friends arew the only thing that has kept me from being in hospital, no jokes. But I don;t evne like the stuff, I just smoke it and smoke it and dont even know, and thought of not smoking it is driving me loco!

@ beauflow Talk to my boyfriend? that one who smokes tea more then you can poke a stick at? Tehe. He is wonderful and I am in much love with him. And he will help me get over my addiction. I have been around the bush ever since I could breathe. I am used to its smell, taste and smokey aroma, that most of the time it reminds me of home.